Mimi's murmur

 


When you're young,your whole life is about the pursuit of fun.
Then you grow up and learn to be cautious.
You could break a bone or a heart.
You look before you leap,and sometimes you don't leap at all...
because there's not always someone there to catch you.
And in life there's no safety net.
When did it stop being fun and start being scary? 

經歷了感情的背叛
經歷了被劈腿
經歷了不大不小的傷痛
經歷了知道世界不是每個人都是好人
經歷了學習如何與自已獨處
經歷了少了爸爸媽媽的保護
經歷了離別
經歷了流不完的眼淚
經歷了被揭開的瘡疤
經歷了工作上的心機
經歷了冷眼冷語

我學會　
不付出那麼多　不相信那麼多　不說那麼多　不做那麼多　不笑那麼多　不哭那麼多
我學會小心謹慎　我學會不受傷害
也許我老了　以前那些被背叛的事　要是再來一次　我不能確定我是不是還能安然的走過
因為不是每次受傷　都有家人、好朋友在身邊　
所以我在付出之前　先學習害怕　先預備後路
或是因為害怕 而不敢前進
所以我保護自已　卻也失去了　最原始的快樂　最真的感動
Am I?